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Today when I am still onlining,suddenly Alex cal me up.At first ,I din't felt any special cause as usual,he is like that.Something which make me felt suprise was,he was asking me wheather want follow him to Australia or not ,4 or 5 years later.

Alex:"hello,I got something to discuss with you.

Me:" okay...got anything?

Alex:"I am planing going Australia to work after done my study,so I am asking you wheather are you intreste to follow me to go there?

Me:"ERm..why are planing to go there??

Alex:"( bla..bla..)lots of reason...

Me:" okay,let me finished everything first,then I will think about it...

But,actually i already have the answer.I won't accompany my friend go there.Maybe,in my mind,I am thinking,if I leave whoelse will going to take care my parents?Yes..I have a brother..BUt I as daughter do have to hold the responsible too.

Sometime,I do think that my parents treat me too good,They gave me rm300 per month(without asking me how am I spend)...whenever I am hungry,they sure will buy something for me..expecially during midnight..care for me..

But come to asking myself?what can I do for my parents?Can I still buying supper or gaving them rm300 when I am growing up??I don't know..but something I am sure that..I wont sent them to old folks home...

Recently got a news was about the children are sending their parents to the goverment hospital and abondon them....I am quite angry with this.But what can we do??When we are young,our parents take care of us....but when their old,we just put them aside!...

Did you ask yourself before that what can you gave your parents in future?Or?Are you thinking they might be more happy staying inside the old folks home?

If you don't want to sent your children to the orphan house,please don't not think about sending ur parents old folks home...!.and busy was the main reason....



I seldom wrote my feeling in my blog,maybe I felt that was not a good idea to let others knew how are u feel towards something currently...
Now already 3.00am in the morning,I just couldn't sleep cause something was bothering me...that's was my chemistry..I sat in my room and look the book,but after 4 hr had gone..I am asking myself:"why you are lost concentration?what happened to you?...I admit I have no intrested towards chemistry...but I knew this the only way I should choose by this moment....

Around 1pm...My phone nonestop rang...."ring,ring,ring"....Jeffrey was calling me.I picked up the call.He asked me:"why are you moody?"As usual I will tell out what I felt,and he just reply:"closed you eyes for half and hour,listen to the music"....this not the first time he told me to do so...everytime exam,he will repeat the same word.I knew it....I will just follow what he tell me...Sometimes I just hope he was my real brother..."Thank god"..maybe it was because I and my own brother relationship was not good..Everyday we quarrel since we are small..

Everytime in the midnight,he will call me up whenever I am unhappy..But I felt really guilty towards him..one day I call him up:"hello,kor,where are you now??"
he answered:"I am eating now,why?you got something unhappy izzit?"
I am shocked by that moment,I just realized something...he told me:"whenever you are unhappy you will find me only"Its truth..I felt so bad.

XXXXX....I hope we are brother sister always..!....